I’m six months into my quest for freedom and I can tell you this…it’s working and it’s emerging as a deep down happiness!
I realized I haven’t been truly happy for many years now and I almost don’t know how to describe the feeling. Of course I’ve had many happy moments, even joyful ones, but not happiness on this level. It’s a feeling of lightness, an expansion of being… it’s all encompassing and it’s lovely!
So I began to summarize what’s transpired so far, in order to understand this lovely sense of happiness, that brings along with it a feeling of well-being and motivation.
In January instead of a New Years Resolution, I decided to choose one word to focus on for the year. Yup, you know the one!
February brought, in the form of my first tattoo, a daily reminder to stop worrying about others perceptions of me and to never again allow fears caused by childhood traumas, to hold me back from expressing who I am.
March blew in and I began using my Sacred Gift of Encouragement on myself, because I deserve it too! I started letting go of dysfunctional relationship patterns and people associated with them. Yay me!
April brought a new home, way beyond what I hoped for and all because I let go of limiting beliefs on what I deserved or could afford. I decided I deserved the freedom to choose to live in a place that makes me bust out smiling on a regular basis and it manifested!
In May, I desperately wanted freedom from excruciating and debilitating pain in my knees. I decided to ‘tell’ my knees they were only 32, I downloaded photos of a younger, healthier me and recalled how that felt. Lots of visualization and constant positive inner dialogue happened and guess what…my knees are starting to believe me!
So now it’s June and this month it’s time to free myself of thoughts that because I’m retired maybe my best years are behind me. And also to stop worrying that my only source of income will be my pension cheque. In other words, I need to stop saying bye bye to the fun things in life. My new found happiness begged to differ with that outdated thinking and once again I see a future of Purpose, Passion and Prosperity as new opportunities with Sacred Gift clients are presenting themselves!
When the word Freedom popped into my head, six months ago, I wondered about my choice. Turns out it was perfect for me and if it’s all sounding like magic… I think it is!
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